Oops! Did I Heard a Crushed Heart...??

Everyone have their own crush..

Including myself.

When I was 14 years old,I have a major crush on this boy..

on first sight!

He is a year older than me.

Since then, I always watch him whenever he passed by.

A few months later, I told that secret to a friend which is a boy.

Guess what??

That boy and my secret crush are cousins!

What a coincidence!

Then, he put us up and we became a couple.

The feeling of having a first boyfriend was very awkward but I'm still happy.

As time passes by,I noticed that he looked like he got tired of me. So, I dumped him, but I still love him at that moment.

It's just that I don't want to be dumped first!

I struggled to get over it,

It took me a year to destroy my feelings towards him.

I have my own reason of doing that:

• He lied me lots of times
• It feels like he already made a barrier between him and I
• his entire family hates me, I'm not sure what's the reason behind it
• He coupled with my niece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's how I get over it:

• I studied hard and become better than him
• I took part in competitions and win!
• I didn't breakdown and make myself happy
• I showed that I'm better without him
• I ignore him since then

YEAH!!!