Soo Stupid!! Or Maybe Not...?

I felt very stupid recently...

It felt like I lack in everything that I do...

You wanna know why?

It's because I think that I'm not smart enough in my studies. I took 10 subjects this year and all of them are INCREDIBLY COMPLICATED!

I can't understand almost all of it in every subject.

How PATHETIC is that?!

I lack the most in these subjects:

1. Accountance Principal

2. Chemistry

3. Physics

4. Bahasa Malaysia

Oh!

I forgot to tell that today I went back from school late because the teacher told us that we couldn't go back home unless our essay is finished.

Fortunately, my cousin came and help me finish my essay.

Phew! That's a relief..

At home...

I try to figure out how to train and become better in everything.

My mom noticed that I spaced out for too long. She asked me " What are you thinking of?"

So I told her, " Why am I so DUMB in everything??? I know that I tried my best but that's still not good enough. It feels like there's something missing".

Then, she ask me," Do you know what is your weakest point? You are too SLOW in everything that you do. That includes your way of eating and managing yourself. That means your heart is full of LAZYNESS".

BINGO! That's so true!

Since then, I practiced to manage everything in my life as quickly as I can. I even eat fast and not to choke. I also practiced to write faster than before.

TeeHee... Thanks a lot, MOM!

You're the BEST!